Thursday, March 31, 2005

Patatic me...

Screw the chalet was boring.. did not do wat i wanted to do.. weather was bad and CH was still a major spoiler and will always be.. hate the wastage of food and did not eat anything at all.. and lastly i was terribliy sick... actually i was feeling terrible and i meant it.. but when i played wif piggy min and weewien.. i couldnt just rest to look at them having fun is a very big consolation for.. and piggy jun i was glad that she helped me for the cooking at stuff and i was kinda relief when i saw her relaxing becos of bossini harsh working envoirnment i really think she deserves a break away from family and work... i was glad i could be of help.. actually i wanted to PS them wan.. becos i know that i am sick.... this sickness of mind is not a small 1 can feel it... been tru so much shit wif this body.. vomitted blooded... internal organ infection.. food poisoning... accidents.. haiz i need a new body.. sobz anyway today almost had an accident... heng it was almost... i will really hate myself if anything happen to piggy min... and when i was smsing her i had a sudden urge to want to tickle her... it was like the EVIL is unleasing...the more i tickle the more evil i am esp weewien too.. this 2 ppl are very cute pigs and nice to dote on....but i prefer doting on piggy min more... heehee i know I AM BIAS!!! hahazz when i was sick last nite i realised i missed that special attention.. i used to have..... i wish i can have that special attention 1 day.. and all i could do each nite is pray.... hoping that i will be a part of her in some way.... being sick = sucks being lonely = sucks in more being lonely and sick = SUCKS BIG TIME!!!! ok bye!!!!!!

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