Why?

Why is this feeling pestering me... i hate this old familar feeling... Why cant time make it stop? Why does ppl fall in love.. when it hurts so much... Even as a guy i am scared.. becos in the end it doesnt even matter.. i cant study.. i cant sleep.... i am worried not for me but for some one else.... i wish to be slow yet yearn to be fast.. i wish to be alone but yet cant stand being alone.... i like to approach but my heart says no.. she maybe the 1 but y ain't so? absence makes the heart goes fonder but fonder makes me wonder... should i be brave! or should i behave? if there is this chance she could help me decide.. my ears would be hers till the end of time.. if time proves my worth than i shall wait but if time is running out than who is there to be my mate..... For u are the onli who can be the one who makes me shine tru time and time... May GOD be with me tru this period of time... for he is my onli suvivor in due time.... if his will for me is to be alone than let this feeling be no more.. but i truly can say u make me one... to whom i shall not disclose but to whom she shall know.. and this is all i can say for this borthering nite and may i junp this hurdle in great height... for this hurdle is a burden in my heart..... {the man wif hair}