awake....

jsut woke up..... now is 4 am...... feeling weak......... shit..... dunno wat kind of sickness i tio again how i wish i can just get a new stomach..... vomited.... and looking at it i realised i dod not digest the bbq food.... i guess that is the reason.... maybe canna food poisoning ba??.... i dunno.. i miss her every min some times i just stare at the ceiling and think of her... if anythng happens to me i cant bare to leave her... i can forgo everything in this world except for her.. but i do feel better now... ,aybe 1 day have to go a full body check up and scoping.... i feel so patatic.. useless and troblesome.... going back tp sleep... i do really miss u alot,,,,