nightmare with heartaches...

Hell

what else can i say abt that place.. malaysia...well.. long story abt that place and i dun think i wan to blog it here.. becos like that i have to start the story from 6 days ago... if u catch me online will tell u the story..

rite now in school freak my whole body itching fron the bites i tio in malaysia.. now trying to REN... i really miss her alot.. last nite i was talking to her on the phone and she cried.. i tried to hold back mine.. My heart was broken and shattered when she teared..i miss so much too... really agony and pain i have caused her.. i promise myself i will trat her better than before.. but at the bloody moment i have no idea how to do tat.. becos becos this mishap i was treating her with all my best and nwo it is like i got to do it best of the best? hmmzzz esp without my bike.. that is the real crappy thing.. i still wanna ride badly... but do clam my family down and gotta admit the bike is jinxz i got to give it up.. realise family is so impt.. esp when i treat her as part of my family... so many things has happen... seems like a nightmare with heartaches....inside there i look at the sky..i wonder is she looking at the same sky i am looking at.. was worried for her... wanted to meet her so badly.. everytime i think of her i really wanted to cry it hurts so much..

well now it is over le.. so shant broad over it.. boy wished she could meet me today.. but her class is till 8! and it is like wah so late.. and i go no bike so meet even at her house i got to like take the last bus which is ard 11 30 like that... wanna hold her hand clench it tite.. haha now suddenly i remembered i am always the 1 finding her hand.. to hold.. not she. and if she is naughty she will pretend not to notice my hand and play hard to get.. wat a cute girl i have... mauckszzz.. so much things... now i am just worried abt our religon clash.. seriously speaking i dun really care but my family cares.. and i hate it... y must religon pull people apart.. i dun wan to force her.. i know she will read this.. but i do hope she would open her heart and give it a chance...

For her

i know yr difficulties.. and i know mine... i will never force u but i couldnt hide.. let nature takes it course and we divine... living tru obstacles is a couple's life dun let this obstacles ruin each others lifes.. Love 1 another till the end of life...