Look at what you have done..

finally it is sort of over... after malaysia bad experience,my best friend my buddy,whom i trust and shared troubles even when i am in big trouble i find him first.. yesterday he kick up a big fuss over wif my family.. who am i to side or help? the odd were like law is my best friend i did defend him but on the other side is my blood related siblings and parents.. i know at this period of time law has problems and i know and can forgive him that i am sure why he is so rash and emotional is becos of his personal problem which i will not say.. he is suspects my sis and bro hated him or dun like.. but who ask him to care? they are 2 ppl who will not affect his life thou will affect my life.. and yet he has to kick up a super big fuss.. my mom cried, i quarrelled wif my brother and sister but they were understanding enough.. becos they still forgive law.. and some times like they say whgich makes me pondewr alot alot "if law was yr good friend why do he have to use the money to pressure u and if he is yr good friend why do he want to do this to the family..." after my sis told me that i kinda believed... it is such a small thing... he cannot just let it go and for his ex that he willing to even do unimaginable things... he go tru shit for her and she just dump him off like some piece of shit.. which i hate to see... i dun care whether what she has done for him thou i see she done for him nothing except for misery... i am damn sure if she did not break up wif him yesterday happenings would not happen.. becos he would not even be borthered abt it.. apprently he will be bz wif her... best is i was quite pissed after all the cool down and talks he talk rationally and told me that he and my family has bad blood(which i agree) and things cannot be solved and he should have just let it rest... and wat he wanted is not an apology or money he just wanted clarify himself... yes that simple why he did not say this earlier i would most than welcome him! i am not sacarstic... when he so called "threaten" me yes is threatening me i was shocked was he broke? or he really looking forward to the money? becos i cant take the reason from him that he hates my sister for stoipping teddy... its like crap just imagine.. scenerio law owes me money his mother decides to help him pay off the bill and his farther stops his mother to return becos is laws debt and i should go harress his father becos he stopped his mother top return the debt.. i mean there are onli a few reason and all are bad... that is he is in need of cash or he is trying to be funny(i dun find it funny) or he is just looking for trouble or he just turn into a loan shark... sux big time.. if i knew he was going to be like that than i will not even have the tot of lending from him... and ok so he said it is not for the money.. so i bnought that and hear wat he has to say... he says he wans an apology from my sister and brother.. is like worst! it is like pushing me to the corner... imagine again u ask yr elder sister or brother to apologise.. abit no big no small rite.. i still respect them to a certain level u know... so law was really psuhing me to wits end... and he dun know he has created adn so called sow discord between my family and me... i have to defend him but i have to protect my family... it's like a 2 edged sword wif no handle.. so yes ok i did threatening him back but i am so certain i will not do it becos will bring me more trouble..... he should know wat is it.... and if he can that the burden for her to take the rap and be blacklisted in the church which he is far more worst than my case he cannot just let this samll thing go.. but wat i think if he has issues wif my brother and sis pls go find them personally and talk it out.. becos that is the y onli way... but if i am him i would just heck care becos ultamitly i am making friends wif edric not his brother and sister... so i dunno wat he wans.... but i can onli say he lets his emotions get to the worst of him... and worst is i heard that his parents sort of "defended me" or at least ask him to cool down or some sort i dunno wat is it.. but isnt there something wrong wif this picture even his parents say dun make it big... for wat u go tru all this... now he has just made himself lose a brother... i cannot help it.. i onli can say law lose everything ... and all becos of his rash thinking and emotionally rashness he lose a brother and a love of his life... he gotta learn some way i guess this is wat GOD's way of doing things comes too.. his 25 already... how long will he learned... pls wake up my brother... Pride is not everything, being ego is also not helping u.. May GOD bless u and keep u..