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halowbeloved "friends"... i know finally i have blogged again... really sian week... work workand extra work... pushing myself to the limitzz.. i know i know it is just work rite wat xan be worst than army? haiz i dunno i really dunno... amy is no big deal... but leaving her is one big deal... last nite talked to her.. she cant sleepbecos she says she's misses me.. and i am freaking irrtated wif life.. a girl that i have been waiting for comes at this point of time and i got to leave... was it a rite decision to go after her? 7 months have passed.. i enjoy the times wif her so much... yesterday when to buy laptop wif her.. actually lost touch wif IT stuff already.. i onli know roughly what is good... but i did my best.. worst was i am very tired...i cannot concentrate.. the bus on the home was good.. sleep rite true out the aircon wan damn cold.. felt like i was hibernating....hmmzzz but see her online felt so good soo soo good... was late for work today but there is nothing to do at work.. so late was a good decision? becos my boss also never scold me and i bought her breadfast.. hopes she likes it.. heehee.. bribery!!!! hahazzzz anyway back topic... yes i think i have to take a step at a time? future is so unpredictable... but i am prepared? yes i think i have a bit of mental preparedness in the future good or bad... oh ya i have not buy army stuff yet.. my bro say he will help me get the stuff do that my army time i will be prepared? but no matter how i will not be prepared... haiz well lots of things on my mind dunno how to blog further... maybe when i am more composed...