so sianzzz

dear... i feel so sianzzzz..... i miss u so much..... and feel so broke and wu nai.... wanna bang my head against the wall.. hahazzzzzz i think it is my turn to complain... haha miss u so much.... miss u like crazy...... faster come over k! sorry got to stay at home today... have to save money...... i can't help spending... ok thou i dun spend it on myself but i can't help it... everytime u say no to something i always qn myself that u want this and that.... u are not a materialisc girl but i wanna spoil u so much... or did i already spoil u??? but some times dear i run out of ideas on wat to do when there is nothing to do0.... pls help me....