screwed up life..

hi ppl guessed that i very long never been blogging.. well surprised that i am blogging on a week day rite!! well today we did nothing becos going to pass put from my signal schhol liao but sway thing is i got guard duty again this thursday.. freaking F***ed up.. actually well.. i am kinda selfish on my part also but wth.. story goes like this i helpped my friend do a 24 hr shift on last sat.. than he covered my 12 than now i got to do again.. sian.. well but well i did earn some money recently.. and it is gone already. so fast.. hahazz bought my gfd soemthing she liked alot.. i think she must be feeling guilty this whole week! but well it pains to see her scrimp and saving.. just for my birthday.. or is she? haha never the less she is saving up.. but to a kinda extreme.. so ya i got to yang her for this few months.. hahazz u know.. it feels great to spend on some one u love.. i can see her troubled and "i want it badly face" but she makes an effort to reject that is well i am happy to see becos she is sensitive to my wallet!!! muahahah.. this few days i kinda feel materialistic i dunno why.. mind is money money money stuff stuff stuff.. like so money faced.. or is it normal? hmmzz dunno maybe the CDOS are all very riched and well off.. so i am the poorer ones and trying to catch up.. but i think.. suan le.. will lean my own life.. becos it is my life.. oh ya miss crappy.. haizzz =.= fell down for 2 consecutive days.. kinda funny also (heart ache)<-- must add this to get out of trouble.. ok! hahazz but glad she is fine lar.. going back to pasir ris soon.. tomolo tons of test before i pass this friday.. so sian.. than this sat my EVIL niece is celebrating her 1 year old birthday!!! so fast!!! but she is a little rascal all rite!! inherited my sister crazniess.. hahazz well.. i feel so sian now.... got to book in later... i am enjoying the aircon now.. so shuang!!! tomolo guard duty also dunno wat to do.. guess will buy some stuff to snack there tomolo.. haizz wat a long week.. look forward to sunday becos can see her le la.. time really is very short with her becos she has that work for free attachment.. and has suffered 2 months plus but i hope she does perserve becos it is going to finish liao!!! yeah!! but i am going to changi camp soon.. wonder how i will manage after hearing all the stories of the pass batch.. haizzzz... sux.. and ya i am going to be 22 soon... fuk i am so old!!!!!!!! hmmzz well i really do hope my off is really going to be fulfilled becoos like that i will have a splendid birthday even if i dun do anything.. hahazz.. sianzzz!!! going to my grad ceremony too.. i think i will be alone ba? kinda think of it.. i should go later.. than can slack at home!!! yeah!!! good choice.. hahazz ok lar.. i think i will wnd here.. sianed already... see u all in 1 BILLIONS YEARS TIME!!! which means NEVER!!!! MUAHAHAA =.=''''