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wah so long never blog liao.. well lets see many things happened between this 2 months.... i and crappy princess have jsut got tru a great ordeal... mostly money problems.. haizz so broke.. i wanna buy so many things.. yet i also dunno wat to do and how to save and yes this month will be quite tough... going to TAIWAN!!! WO AI TAI MEI!!! TAI MEI AI WO!! hahazz anyway ya $$$$$ is my problem... today went out with min min... alamak so patatic.. but kind fun 2!!! i omli got 14 bucks left and she has none cose she had to buy shoes.. so we ate at SUBWAY!!! haha 10.55 followed by old chang kee... haizz tot can start my dieting program... heh heh... than we went to borders... anyway something bad happen to one friend or mine.. she passed away.. at a mere age or 20.. or 19++ depending on her birthday.. she was my mei mei though we had something on later on as i knew her.. but well we were not even near compatible... she had a bike accident.. so sad.. i did not go to her funeral... accompanied min instead.. i had a rush or reluctuncy.... i dunno why like i dun dare to go.. other than not being able to give white packet but... it is not that.. reality really hit hard.. haizzz i cherish my little piggy.. we been tru so much that i iwsh we could get married liao.. hahazz but we still got a long way to go.. ya rite? heh heh anyway sad news aside the world still have to go round.. 911 passed everybody lived on.. everything has a purpose in life.. every decision alters yr fate... wat u eat.. wat u do wat u think.. wat u drink.. wat u do.. how u sleep.. have u every wondered how is life after death... will it be just black out? or wil it be life u become a soul that will eventually go heaven.. i dun know... but i know that GOD exist.. love is strong.. yet weak.. take a good look at how u are made.. how the air u breath smells like.. some 1 some how have to create it.. egg or the chicken? that famous question.. i say can be both.. ask GOD... he will know... becos he created it.. i do wish min min can be a christian 1 day.. but i have to sort myself out.. i'm falling apart.. should i start my spirtual life afresh? i dun feel as close to my church friends anymore.. moreover even law had fallen.. i cen see i can sense.. but his faith still holds like me... but faith alone will not do.. well just pray i guess... now life after taiwan.. i do hope i can settle all the money matters by july... as least left my brother in law to return by then... so luttle time so many things to do.. i wanna register my licence and go to a uni.. and i am to a certain exten still clueless maybe when i am about to ord.. than i will star to awake my senses... muahaha 11.55 pay should be finally out... ya i know i shouldn't live from pay to pay.. it's bad.. i'm trying really trying.. just so many things to support.. barely making it.. but even though.. i'm happy.... life is simple this way.. anyway i think i shall blog till here.. i will may it a point after taiwan... to re do my blog and blog more often to let my readers get active again!!! muahahaha