HOLIDAY!!!

argh my course is going to start soon... well dunno whether that is a good thing or a bed thing actually well cos after this cos i will get to ord liao.. and i wanna go holiday wif my gfd but on the other hand also wanna save up to buy new com.. was looking at the SIM brocher hmmzz think it is going to be tough and i know for sure i got to have my com done up if i wanna study that course but i dunno whether i am up to that course lei... wat to do!!! arghzzzzz i really dunno wat to do lei... i think i should go to the open house that sim is haveing but my course started by than i heard today from my officer thatit will be like a 14 day outfield.. haizzz, y like that.. sianzzz i think i am reaching a crossroad in my life where a single turn will lead to a fatal blow.. haizzz well i leave it to fate... dear Lord.. give me WISDOM!!! haizzzzzzzz