MUMBLINGssss and RuMBlinGs!!!! 0.o

haizzz.. i just realise i am very very irritating.. i think it has became a habit.. i'm getting to calculative i think.. why like that!!! and money -oriented this is bad very bad.. is it i got not enough money to spend? or am i becoming a scrooge.. haizz... was thinking sometimes i will suan my girl for me always paying and stuff.. and SUDDENLY!!! i felt irritated wif myself so i guess she will feel the same way or maybe she is used to it or will feel guilty... haizzzz maybe under too much pressure liao... so many things to do yet so little time and money.. i wanna work.. i realise army is really a disrution of my life.. sur ei do learn alot of things and i know it is a course where i have to go so if anything happens i can protect my country.. but i just realise... 2 years are very precious.. i can earn 2 years of part time pay better than being in army waste my time and get a small some of allowance.. i can maybe even complete my degree course.. haizzz... they wasted so much of my time.. esp if u are in a unit that suckx u dry.. i wana learn driving.. but i can't seem to even find a good time to book the basic theory... haizzz ppl can get their licence during their ns life but why some can't? is it fair? hmmzzz i dunno... anyway wat to do.. ORD coming liao faster!!! i do really hope thailand can some how be cancelled..sick of overseas training.. esp harsh conditions training.. well also heard that thailand there is a possiblilty that may have earthquake.. haizz.. hope nothing happens to me!!! arh!!!! anyway ok forget it.. the more i say the more resentful i get towards my ns.. too positive already.. ok.. than 1 more day till xiumin comes back.. wonder how is she.. think if everything goes well she should be having alot of fun.. i wonder wonder wonder... and too bad that during this period of time she went on the holiday.. we could had a mini 1 too.. hahazz but nvm save money... <-- damn money again... ok nvm... now think tomolo not going to celebrate mid-autum fest already... come to thinkof it she going to reach like hmmmzzz 8pm? with all her barang barang... than no point liao... think she can go home rest liao ba.. anywya following day she also got school... wat is the point... hmmzzz come to think of it.. i have to go and buy stuff tomolo... ah!! sianzzz lazy.. tomolo also dunno wat to do.. hmmzzz bored... oh yah.. 2 ENA mei mei =eh u putting on weight liao ah!! dun follow da sao lei.. haha.. but think if u can put on weight means u are enjoying yourself and can see from your pics.. u are ok.. cos sometimes i see your nick on msn all :< wan so do cheer up and study hard.. next time come back to singapore we traing andgo swimming together lor!!! ok!! alog wif da sao... hahazzz endzzz... ok how how how... anyway back to the mumbling part the conclusion is that i shall refrain from saying le.. i'm tired le.. i'm so tired of myself... haizzzzzzzzzzzz ok ba will blog again some day...yet again...