Kiss the rain

Now listening to a song called kissing the rain.. it's a piano song.. than tru the song i can feel the sadness of the person of playing the song... i feel he should change the song title to missing the rain.. i miss the rain.. life is not as same as before.. i cannot understand why all these has to happen but yet again i repeatly say to myself it is over.. and that moving on is the only way.. i think the r/s i had with xiumin was one of the best i can ever had....