Tired.. Work harder!

Yes yes yes.. been complaining tired here and there always.. but really lei.. so much things to do yet so little time.. and money.... and i tot singlehood i will be richer hahaha.. but in a way yup less burdened.. anyway in regards to yesterday's post.. dun worry nothing much happen just something silly... trying to get my drving instructor to allocate a time to teach me driving and my TP for 2A is next week! Stress!! haha pass or fail nvm.. but hope can pass and clear it.. better.. i miss alot of things recently.. and it is bad... got to wake up idea and focus.. plus! i think my BIL has a good plan for me.. i really do hope it works so i can get a significant pay rise.. haha.. career orientianted need to move on to the next phase of life.. i remmebered a friend her citeria for her future husband is to earn at least 5k... and i totally understand y.. looking at my pay now.. it is peanuts.. i cant even buy something off the shelfs without thinking twice.. oh and not to mention.. need to save up also.. kinda motivated suddenly.. need to get moving on career.. just happy that the FOR LOVE anything goes phase is over... becos life is being realistic very recently.. not that woman are in for the money but for a man to care for a woman he really needs to be first self sustaining.. focus @ work. acheieve the nesscessory skills like driving and stuff like that.. i realise you dun need to have a car but u must at least know how to drive.. becos in times of needs and emergency knowing how to drive can save and help in certain ways.. i really thank my mother for certain values she has given me.. and making me a strong boy.. and most impt a man must be truthful and keeps his promise... PLUS learn to control.. if a man can control himself he can acheive even greater heights.. i failed in control and failed terribly.. but i need to learn and accept the mistakes i have made... sometimes when everything goes wrong.. you got to really sit down and think.. and rationise.. i didnt.. well.. now i got to work hard.. i do hope change and be an even better man.. becos i still believe in true love.. trust and committment.. who shall it be? Let God bring me 1.. i must be prepared for HIM.. becos it is not what i acheieve on earth that makes me prepared by what happens to me that molds my character and prepares me for eternity..... ahhhhhhh 6 PM liao.. going to school soon.. shitzzzzzzzz hope class is fast today... heehee.. tired as usually but i'm happy... Oh ya thanks KAREN! and RAVITZ aka ganye.. but ganye is still my slut... my faithful slut.. oh man.. GAY! lol!!! anyway i'm not but a buddy in need is a brother in deed.. thanks to this few friends... i shall work harder! bye bye....