Quite a blue day today yesterday skipped class.. tot can have some fun but well everything was bad.. but nvm... shall not further explain.. anyway just to blog abt y yesterday title was This love.. was listening to class 95FM and the played this love.. it reminded me of a friend, her name is felicity.. never really talk to her already but she was a nice girl but yet i miss a opportunity to be good friends with her.. but if i really get to know her.. i think my path of love may have changed.. so everything is destined.. but i do remember the bar dance and stuff like that... very nostagic.. these few days has been a recollection of nostagic feelings.. i wonder why.. is this a process? yes and well i just log into MSN and saw yet another good friend nick.. why did she put that "we were so happy but what happen" the qn triggered some questions in my mind.. and yes i am implying to me.. really what happen during that time? we were so happy and enjoying the love we shared.. hmmzzz ponderzz but it is the past already.. i am moving on and she has moved on... i'm quite a fool in away but as long as she is happy than i believe i fulfilled my role as before to give her happniess.. it is a painful decision to give some one up esp after sharing so much and going through so much together but once something goes wrong.. you just have to let her go.. Oh ya.. this post also apply to some friends that are also facing the problem whether it is the bfd or gfd... their are so many cases of lost love and love that is not appriciated or return.. but that is the way how love goes.. so if the person has change just let her go.. i had to do that and i advice you all to do that too.. hmmzzz ok enough of the sad past and sorry for the salt on old wounds to many of my friends... but be strong and live long to stay HAPPY!
Oh ok i dun think i can really blog abt this here. but i shall not say much.. i dun even know my friend has been reading my log but.. after yesterday conversation with you.. if you know the guy is not serious.. than leave him.. every girl has their 6th sense put it to good use.. becos from the way you are telling me.. your 6th sense is telling you to stay away to further hurt yourself.. hmmzz ok cannot say more.. lets see what else can i blog on a blue blue wednesday.. esp later i got to go for class.. pain in the ass.. but i rather have to say this week is kinda of short...
OH!! ok delicate this smart part to some good new found friends.. i wanna thank Diana(OLD FRIEND) keekee and karen and gavin and calvin.. well have to say most is Karen that has been the person that has been studying with me despite my tight schedule... and well it does pays off.. so wanna thank them... but the studying have to continue and striving to acheive is needed... so hope to clear my degree smoothly... esp with the help of these guys.. heehee
Next.. well ok some happy stuff my gay buddy GANYE aka ravitz aka slut has moved and we are going to thrash his house this sunday.. arent we a bunch of good friends! wahhahaa.. but cannot wait till sunday cos my hand is itching for MJ!! wuhoo!!!
ahhh.. funnily there is suddenly so much thing i wanna blog abt.. but i have to start and get back to work already.. well maybe next time.. :) signing off.. Edric....
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