4 july accident

well.. never expect an accident to happen so fast... was riding along pie towards lornie road.. decided to go pick peng an from boon lay... so picked him up and we going to toa payoh.. half way there we met an accident... the taxi infront of me e break and i had to jam brake.. and we both flew... i thank GOD that peng an is fine.. and has lesser injuries than me... for me i have quite abit of injuries... well now it is emotionally and psyhically pain.. at the moment other than God.. no one knows what kind of pain i am in.. i wonder y i have not break down yet.. is it becos i am not at my limit? on sat when karen called me.. i teared.... i feel really down and out.. with no one to confide with.. but well i prayed... it's so depressin this few days... esp when u tot every thing is going soooooo so sosososososos according to plan... haizzz... now i and ah an in in the world of pain... but at least he has jasmine to take care of him.. and thanks for jasmine's understanding... i can assure you ah an will not sit my bike any more... instead not till the near future my bike will be just for me... a loner bike... now i am trying to get the location of my bike.. wonder where it went... tonite will than find out....

well.... ok set aside the ultra super duper depressing side.. say talk abt my birthday presents...

welll my family really gave me the best present to support me finacially.. heehee... than my work place.. my colleuges got me a very very nice watch... heheee... than the life guard group got me 2 cash cards... and diana, dundun and karen got me 2 tees that at first i wanted to drop my jaw and tot i would never wear it.. but after some time... i grew on to it.. and now cannot wait to find a time to wear it...

my brothers hmmm they yet to give me as they were planing to get me a fullface helmet.. but looking at my bike... i think i rather give me a big ang bao for the repairs...LOL haizzzzzz....sad sad emo emo...

ok i went to vivien's birthday chalet... got a touch of nostlagic feeling but i rather not say... ppl change but from what i look from vivien she did not change much.. haha still that cute cubby happy girl.. plus hua chi girl... hahazzz than along with xiao jun... they bring back so much memories of happiness that brought some one out of me that nite that hasnt been out since quite long... i wonder when this part of me will be out again... yearning for this part of me to be out again becos if this part is out of me..... than EDRIC IS OFFICALLY BACK!! but in the mean time need to nurse myself back to health...

now it is raining.... nice time to sleep.. and i shall go sleep.... waiting for me to come back....