Tuesday, October 06, 2009

Tuesday's with Edric

Hi people...

Well just came back from school... stressed but ok... enriching.. not becos of school but it is becos of a book i am reading now.. it is tuesday's with morries.... well i think i am destrine to read this book becos i was offered to read this book a couple of times.. but i think this time i cannot escape.. so i decided to read it.. and it hooked me... although i have read just ard 1/5 of the book but this book has keep my brain rolling since the first page so i guess maybe God wants me to read it... so what have i grasp after reading that few pages or part of the pook... LIFE and DEATH!!!

Life:

many questions POP out of my head... in random order as follows:

1.Am i happy with my life now?

2. What ever i am doing or achieving is it nessary?

3. the hectic lifestyle i am now pertaining is it healthy?

4. what shall i do next?

5. am i too bz now to realise that time is actually sliding past so fast... im 25 next year 26!

6. what have i done or did i contribute to the this community?

7. Will i get to live to regret what is not being done yet?

8. will i live to reget not doing things i wanted to do?

9. Will i get to relax the life i want to....

10. When will God ask to me to home to him...


ok at least these are some of the questions... next is death... frankly speaking this book impact on me quite alot becos i really had alot or afew near death exp since i was BORN! yes the day i came out from my mummy.... first is child in distress during birth, next when i was young i nearly really drown.. and i can still remember the details... next would be army? parachuting... actually nothing went wrong but if something went wrong i will not be typing this already... next is oh oh before and army and after army.. BIKE accidents.. had 2 major ones.. and i thank the GOOD Lord that he watches over me before during and after the accidents.... and also health problems.. at the peak of my life... i mean from 18- 25 got stomach bleeding, gastric problems and gallstones!!! yes gallstones.. dun ask me y.. the doctor also ????? but i guess i had it all along just that i drank the detox tea and it was force it flush out.. i am perfectly fine after not drinking...

so as u can see.... many near death situations... so now u see the questions? Is it good to be alive? are you being hack care to the ppl ard you? have you not love enough to your S.O., have you done the very one thing u wanna do in this life yet? this are all the questions... also there are questions like will u see yourself being cremated or buried what happens next after your last breath? i am a christian... i know some of the answers after death and glad to know i am saved... but now what? ponders......

well i really wanna type more but condor heros started and i wanna watch.... muahaha may continue this topic again 1 day... and also becos of this book.. it made me buy another cup of bubble tea.. wanted to save money but.. life is short... so this are the small things in life you can enjoy... just enjoy..... well ciaos.... many more.... hopefully i can get to blog about one of my classmates jenny....... ok see u all some time and well siging off with the same old shit......

Love like u never love before... there may not be a tml.. stay loyal and true... love doesnt come by twice... bb...

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