Been sandwhiched constantly during the week =(.... well family not positive at all in me getting a house and on the other hand she is dissapointed to make matter's worst my mom's as usual blunt talk... on one hand i am siding with min becos i know my mom but i wanna explain why my mom says that but i knwo things will be worst so decided to hold my peace.. but just hope she understand...

I come from a poor family background literally, my mother has lose faith in marriage many years ago.. moreover her youngest son is still schooling and currently in debts... lost with no savings.. as a mother or sister or brother the main concern would be would my brother be able to support the house? it is a big decision, would you want to settle down early? sad to say i understand my family's negative comments and thinking.. it is not say i have 1 milion in my acc and i know everything is going to be solved.. my family is very self suffcient and at times this keeps us together becos we have each other in times of trouble.. my mom came a long and hard way before reach this day... but i feel maybe it is time to step out.. but will this step be plunging deep? my house currently is too occupied and maybe it is time i move out.. my few concerns are... is punngol really that good? will there be better developments? the only regret i have is not retaking a look at the development before we have ballot... now we got extremely good Q number should be commit just becos of a good queue number of cos many ppl says that if stay dun feel good after 5 years sell lor!! not easy wor... it will be my first biggest asset in my life.. and my concern is i wan a comfortable house.. so i rather a simple wedding but a WAH house... yes yes yess.. WEDDING.. if i am to get the house wedding is a factor.. and wedding he cash flow has to be easily 20k unless simple wedding no dinner.. than plus photo taking and honeymoon... HMMMMMMM... ard 10k plus also.. well this are the things i have to factor in..

Best is everyone say aiya 4 years still got time... but this 4 years have to save like mad.. and not to mention inflation and blahblha blah... what if out $$ is only enough for the wedding and not enough for the house? than sleep on di lam? and i know i am thinking too much but if buying ahouse was easy y everyone finds it a big headache? well... worst is i have not grad.. my pay is low... low like shit.. job unstable future job unknown... agh!!!

well i only can say for now i want the house but need to think alot.. and taking a step at a time.. Life is going to take a sharp turn soon.... Sweatzzzz