Well surged + Urged to write..

Well well well.... extremely long time that i since blogged.. well things as usual never goes according to plan by right i should be generally "free" at work but to my surprise i am busy.. well of course u might be sayind that hey arent you blogging now? it just happend that my colleagues are also damn bz to continue teaching me at the moment.. well house has been signed.. lifeis going quite well.. or rather i thank my friends and whoever that wish me smooth sailing in this year as it really happened. heehee.. well i passed my driving, get to drive alot, passed my last sem with flying colours, change of new working environment, r/s going quite smoothly.. occasionally of side jobs to do, exams are just next week, debts are clearing real soon like next month, house going to reno soon, nchaginf new maid again, hopfully the new one is better, and most prob last but not least is may move to my sis house till i get my house. with all tis good news.. comes the small bad news.. we have not been taking care oursleves lately, eat merrily and growing fat and my term of fat is like not 500 grams is going by the KG... i have just started my routine of run though i find that it is not enough to remove most of the fat, but i am trying and it is a good start. and i know she si growing.. and i KNOW SHE HATES and when i mean hate is really hate to the core . BUT i cannot zhuo shi bu li, in every relationship, who DOES not love their partner to be slim and pretty.. i know this are very surface and visual stuff, but it does keep up the r/s and also promotes bonding if u start to excerise and stuff. Most impt is the determination that u are going to give that impresses the other individual. well, frankly speaking my other half is currently the most beautiful woman in the world (in my eyes) but i just cant help it that she is putting it to waste but wasting it... and pardon me but it is also one of my fears to groom u as it attracts attention but why not if you have it than flaunt it not waste it.. that is what i am trying to say.. some times i can joke about it but in times there is a certain amt of truth. looking at our pass pictures makes my heart go thumping and i know you are still the same person. anyways i just miss the physical old you. but i still love the everyday you...