Aching of the century....

I feel like i am back from the depts of hell...whole body aching... it is a sign to show a few things... i am OLD!!! never excerise and i am weak..... patatically weak... anyway now in school stress man.. i realise i am starting to be overwhelmed by alot of things, like project work... need to rush.. than got my motor lesson need to rush to complete and get over with.. than tehre is napfa training.. which i have been skipping and i do need to pass becos i dun wan to go in army early.... than there is bills.. i have not paid for last month wan.. come to think of it better pay abit later... than findingof part time job...(failure since the start of school like really sian... really overrun and cannot cope.. need to settle 1 thing at a time. and lots of determination... than the worst thing of all i am so bloody lazy and easily get tired.. sianzz not to mention my friend would be sending the computer today later in the evening and i wan to go ssdc for a self revision lesson also... crap man... need to back up asap.. but i can see i am challenging myself pushing myslef to the limits.. once 1 start there wont be stopping!!! i hope... ok anyway read her blog i think she was talking about her brother? well some ppl just cannot let go.. even in me i also got certain things that i dun cant let go.. but becos of each person's personality they either chuck it aside or they cling on to it.. and suffer for the rest of the life... well i dunno... i guess she will be reading this blog over the weekend i think... oh ya i am happy that u know u dun have the time to company me...i dun mind u got no time for the time being...at least u make the effort to meet me and i am happy.. anyway though i wan to go out as often wif u but... my funds are low very low... so onli maybe can meet to do low budget stuff and these few days there weather is bad lor... cannot ride bike have to cross fingers and hope tat the weather gets better .. aiya i dunno la.. so sian so many things to handle at a time.. and i still feel so relax.. feel like asking her to kick me in the ass.. maybe my engine can start like that... heehee.. oh ya and her evil twin older sister is asking us to have dinner wif us... hmmzz i also dunno when and where.. also quite reluctant i guess.. not becos i dun wan to meet her sister but there are other things that are bugging me... humpf.. anyway there lots of things i can type here.. first is becos no one is at the lab my whole group MIA... and i really see the work load i sian.. my partner JJ has left off. and today canna sopt check so already have demerit points of 10... so i got onli another 89 more demerits points.. heehee anwyay sianz la... HUMPF hope to get a part time job asap... maybe this sat will go down..... end of blog....