sianz..

Tonite it is a lonely and quiet nite... well i think she is sleeping already.. afterall her hp is spoiled and she had a long day... tomolo is my test i am making a big fuss out of it.. i think i have high expectations of myself but i just have to face reality that i am weak... but nvm just hope tomolo fast fast fast... than ok liao be gone wif it.. anyway was talk to my ex the other nite.... she was saying i am blinded by love becos i give her(present gfd) so much and that they complain i wasnt that good that time... but well it was that time... i had my certain limits.. and currently my limits are still not yet reached.. so well ya.. kinda of miss being pampered as a guy... but well as wat woman says that guys dun need pampering... well i dun know... i think it is more of not the pampering.. it is the attention that a guy recieves from his gfd..... or partner after all u dun expect a 1 sided love or u girls also dun expect the guys to do 1001 romantic things and expect us to keep on giving... for granted... becos i know there girls out there are also facing problems where u give too much than u think u receive little or none... well i guess wat i can say is that it takes 2 hands to clap.... if the guys has done their best and is out of wits i do hope the girls(esp the indecisive ones and overpampered ones) take the initative.... well i dunno why i blog all this.. but well my hair is drying and getting tired of every every thing.... getting stressed... guessed it is time i pick up where i left off on the jogging field to let go some steam.. freaking sian..... better pray tonite... anyway shall blog in the next 10000 years..... nitez