Late nite close to 2 a.m. i do not know when she will read this blog.. i guess it iwll be thursday.......she sms me this msg saying that if i my feelings are over i got to tell her... i think it suckzz.. i know at this moment of time when she sms me she is insecure.. but i am too... i am not handsome at all<-- "ok ok i finally admit it OK!" i'm not rich... i dun have anything that can make her stay and worst of all this r/s that we have nurtured is going to face a very big obstacle where i got to go army... commando or not i still have to do army... and when she sms me that msg i was like.. "it should be ther other way round" i am afraid of losing too u know... if u get to read this.. and i know to a certain extend i will miss u more in army.. but i am afriad your feelings will dye down... or maybe some other guy that is better goes after u.. and even worst u fall in love wif that guy... and all i can do is just have faith in u in army... to me u are now everything and only thing that could drive me crazy... and i just wanna tell u.. u dun have to be scared i will always be watching over u... to my utter best.. i cannot promise u anything because i dun have anything... but i can tell u 1 thing and that's is I'm yours TRULY.... what ever u have given me in the past 3 1/2 months is priceless though short the time we are together.. but everytime i meet u.. i treat it as the last... because i know u are nope gone but u are here.. and till that miserable day comes than u may go... i will cherish u everyday till that miserable day.... take care i have nothing more to say as it is late and my eyes are dead... my heart gones fonder each time i see that beautiful picture on my computer desktop... that smile so sweet it makes me squeeze.. that eyes so bright like the moon on that nite... that look u gives me aches for each time it aches it's the abesence that makes it pain.... time flies by each time we meet.... and time so soon for u to leave and each time u leave.. pain kicks in.. the waves of goodbyes makes it hard to leave and each i leave that chille nite how i wish i was in yr arms throughout the nite... good nitez my dear it's late already... this blog is delicated just for u to read...and if u love it tell me so for i will write it constantly... guess got to sleep already nitezzzz
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