sick...

wat a patatic me... came back from camp.. lost my voice than had a bit or sore throat that leaded to fever in the middle of the nite... knowing that i have to get well i pushed myself out of bed and go toliet and ate 2 panodol and went back to sleep.. sweat a little than coukd feel the fever when away already.. but body is still weak.. sian is i did not go running i need to run.. i need to do my chin ups.. i gotta pass my ippt.. i think for the pass few years that i have been slacking is showing me that how lazy and pamered i was.. anyway i guess i got to push on.. mind over body.. but i do have to say i have a weak mind.. i gotta change for the better... for the sake of me and for my family and most of all HER... talking about her.. life is great love is wonderful.. sometimes i wonder y last time ppl will tell me being in a relationship is so boring.. esp those pat tor for 2 - 3 years.. is it becos they explored everything already or just plainly sick of each other or just holding on to see wat happen next? i really dun know.. i know my relationship wif her is still short and it is a long long way to go.. extremely long.. but lets not think so far.. anyway yeah watch an anime school rumble the last epi wif her.. there was this part when the person was asking what is love and how it feels like to in love.. the answer was that everything that u like to do love to see like to eat u would wan to share it will that somebody.. only that somebody.. i find it true very true... i brought her to places i find it very romantic she enjoyed it.. i bring her to movies we both are waiting for... but some times is 1 wan to watch.. heehee cook her things i liek to eat but always lazy to cook... bring her places she never been to before.. most of all giving her things she would never expect... but i just wanna say ee orh is still a failure.... how can she spot me!!! anyway i am happy that she had good presents for her birthday.. i think this is 1 of her best birthday ever? though the cake thing well is abit patatic but at least the presents were practical and substantial.. muahaha... hmmmzzz army life sux... some times i wish i can drop out of that unit i am in... but since i am in it already why not? just give it a try? i always wan the best things in life.. but till today i realise that all thin things dun come for free esp the army life i am getting.. u gotta really work hard for it... well i guess life is like that.... must be realistic.. hymmzz ya also i am broke!!! arh!!! poor ns boy... lol but i reach another level where money does not really bother me already becos it is liek 5-6 days in camp than u spend is also credits not money even if money is luandry that i spend on.. anyway army is good.. last expenditure.. money that i owe ppl are on the process of returning at least i now really just owe 2 ppl money.. though amt is quite big but well i think i can manage.. and will tell myself the lesson learn in money borrowing.. really next time die die dun borrow..... it is a bottomless pit plus trouble... things u can trust but it doesnt goes yr way... well money is the root of all evil.. ok nvm enough of money.. i also realise something about me.. i am more pushy towards myself now.. like i will give my butt a kick to do things that i usually am lazy to do... like i reach home i wash all the things i need... to wash and hang them up to dry my mom helped a little.. last time it was the other way round... well mid over body i guess.. lazy must not get into my dictionary now.. hmmzzz ok lar i think enough if crap would like to blog more but i think i will leave it for tomolo or tonite... must rest.. later got to do soem work out... heehee