Life

woke up today wif a bad sore throat again.. sux man... feel like shit. am i not getting used to army life? or am i not taking it positivly? i am not sure.. i feel that i am going tru motion not doing my best.. but how am i to put in my best when i think i have tried my best.. wat is the barrier that is blocking me from exceling like last time? age? canno tbe wat? i am at my peak where i should be exceling like no ones biz.. anyway looking forward to all the off and stuff.. for 3 weeks i onli kanna 1 punishment for dozing off.. must try to maintain and hope dun kanna those lame punishment.. write lines!! i dun believe it.. i think my friends ratehr knock it down 20 than to do so many lines at least 20 push up is shag but it is faster to finish.. anyway ya if not for my brother i did not realise that next monday i will book out.. very lames sunday nite book in than monday book out becos next tuesday is haji public holiday.. than tuesday nite book in again than very soon chinese new year than will have long weekend.. well quite lucky in a away.. God planning.. anyway see how it goes.. hmmzz i wonder is SHE awake already?... i think it's been hard on her too in a way.. owe it too her patience.. hmmzz i think i will blog later.. feeling moody..