BMT!!!

Arh!!!! BMT has started already.. sianz... best thing is that now i am the platoon IC even worst my drill commands is damn lousy.. and i yet to practice it... haiz.. so sadzzz.. last nite alot of things happen i guess... but i am happy it got better.. but i am still worried.. dunno why... anyway today is a new day... must start to strive on le.. hmmzz new year coming le so sianzzz need to spend money ON NEW YEAR CLOTHING!!! ARH!!! brokezzz anyway juts got my pay... hee hee... haiz.. need to wait till next pay day liao.. but thou the pay is little i am still quite contented.. becos i can see the financal stability that is coming on.. hmmzz just hope faster BMT finish which is actually very fast finish lor.. in march.. haizzzz will be miss V day wif her.. really !@#$#@#$#$ it is such an impt day for me.. i dunno is it for her anot but to me it is!! becos it will be the first year i am spending it wif someone really special and nice that i have met in this lonely life of mine that she has changed... hmmzz well think i got tto improvise liao have an early V day ba... i know it is still far.. but.. arh!!! i have to crack my head on wat to get for her... hmmzzz... actually it is quite ex to get her gifts becos she is so in need of so many many things.. heehee... but many is also hard too lar.. haha.. on crappy.. anyway i think i have to stop here.. becos i got many many things to do.. heehee.. miss u guys and friends.. and esp HER.... over and out!!!