i am so free yet alone...

i finally got my diploma today.. kinda got a day off.. but she is not here as she is not free.. i now utterly feel how she felt last sat.. i miss her... listening to wang li hong(kiss goodbye) makes me feel worst.. but well at least i am not in camp.. i wonder today got nites out anot.. hope have so that i can go back later.. i am so sian.. i dun have block leave looks like army likes to play with ppl's feelings.. no wonder they make ppl so dun wan to serve the country.. life is unpredictable.. guess this birthday would be a quiet 1 but kinda like it like that.. the tot of her going through so much trouble for me.. wat for? anyway when shopping wif her on sunday she bought alot of stuff!! or kinda i bought alot of stuff for her!! haha but i am happy.. i like the polo tee she buy for me.. u know the feeling is like a combo hit.. becos it was on sale..i never tot i would buy anything on that day.. i never expect her to pay for it.. it is liek a nice cheap and practical present! i like it lots.. so i think in the end i had the last laugh.. and i bought her stuff from body shop.. she smells good! i just hope she does not use it too much.. if not she would be bring a doggy with her when i am out wif her.. hehe.. now i am thinking either this sat or next sat wat i am going to do... i guess this sat and sunday would be a quiet 1.. to make matters worst i think i cannot meet my mei mei.. damn... my time is so little.. wat am i going to do!! i onli hope this faster ends.. i mean my army life.. heh heh.. haizz i wanna blog so much but i am sianed.. plus my back is giving me the itches.. irritating.. ok lar leave it now may be later got free time i blog again.. i dun even know wat i have just blogged.. a whole full of crap.. my DIP is also crap..