not my time anymore...

practically.. i am not free anoymore.. i miss my freedom.. having a tough time in NS.. have i made the wrong choice again? this unit i am in... makes me puke.. it is not wat they say... everything is so fake.. but yet so realistic in away.. they strip me away of my freedom and time.. i wait for every weekend.. they burn my weekend.. i dun have enough time for my girl.. well lets see i can make it anot... i have to Continue On Many Mission And No Day Off.. that is my life in NS suz to the max.. anyway i had a nice weekend wif her.. but always hate her leaving.. how i wished she could stay.. time is so short.. the time we play together so fun.. anyway week by week i live.. and i yearn for my weekend.. hope soon i will finish this time.. anywya i maybe going to continue studying but not yet decided to do wat course.. if can i may got for digital sercurity becos i need to study 1 year onli.. weird is that my bro ask me to take master.. 0.o? i also not sure i can take it anot.. for my degree i not sure i can make it anot.. but well i dunno just have to waitt.. any i cannot wait till our 1.5 year anniversary.. why? i cannot say here... muhahah must save up first.. i realise i will treat 1.5 anniversary very seriously becos i realise my fukll year anniversary is always disrupted by stuff will be going abroad in army.. will be in taiwan.. guess will get her some thing there ba... than after that period of time i will have a easier life and plan for my future.. so for now just work hard and play hard.... sort of scrap the idea of riding bike becos calculated it is impposible to buy 1 and realise it is a money suxing device.. ha ha... well anyway also playind mahjong yesterday wif her my little sister and her bfd.. fun! i won!! him and her won!! but i dunnoo.. she looked like she was not enjoying herself.. hmmzzz well but i know u like the dinner!! heh heh she eat till i was like o.o!!!! hahazz but overall i lobe her compnay so much.. i know my mei mei had a nice time but also can feel that she miss her bfd and hoped that he chould have joined us for dinner actually it would better if he could came.. haizz life is mad up of bits and pieces of fun love and joy.. but lots of pain and torture.. but life is like that perhaps... oh well so i guess i got to end here and look at wat happens next.. chow... aidios amigos!!!