72 KM

the final lap till i get the red cap... crazy is wat i say.. tired is wat i feel.. sianation is my life and pain is wat i face.. everyday is like that in camp.. are they trying o kill me? i hope not.. but it is really hard to tell.. it is so painfully hard to live a life in there... anyway boring sunday.. skipped church... bad boy i am i know.. sooner or later i will get it from HIM! ya anyway i really sianed today u know.. dreading the coming week and yearning the coming weekend.. and ya doing duty next week.. yes yes i buy! and the following after next is my duty again! ah!! but well this 2 weeks are good becos mostlly is thursday half and long weekends.. yeah! room in a mess i really wann change my com badly man... first i suspect something is spoiled second i am so lazy to format it to troubleshoot how i am sick of this COM!! i cannot play any of my favourite games.. haizzz and i lost my songs!!!!!! ah!!!!!!! anyway think i do my christmas list here now i know i am early and u better faster give me yr list too.. u know who i am saying.. or i am going to hunt u down for it.. ok for now my list "not realistic list" 1) spend my christmas wif her again..(i will make hot coco for u k!) 2) wanna new com! 3) a mini home theater!( in my room) 4) a new wardrobe! 5) a renovation for my home!! 6) a bike! (REALLY!! i wan a bike!) 7) a oversea holiday wif her( if possilbe 2 weeks! all expenses paid!!!) 8) shopping wif her wif a platium card that i dun need to pay.. muahaha <-- more and more unrealistic.. ok ok i shall stop.. ya but that is how i feel lar.. so little time for her.. erm u wan my real wish list rite? wait till u give me yours! muahaha so sianzzz stop here for now... just trying very hard to keep this dead blog alive....