wat a life..

back from range.. damn shit miss by 1 shot than i could get my marksman batch.. but well i did better actually far more better than i expected. to think that i did so badly for the practices.. anwyay during this period of time i have to thank my dear dear. she really calm me down.. as very pek chek for the range esp when they wan to burn yr weekend to just do it... ya was reading someones blog last nite.. i did not imagine i became a lion.. muahaha but can see that someone is deeply in love wif my crappy princess.. well wat can i do.. anyway i think understand how that guy feel la.. pity him to a certain extend becos he can't get her... hee hee.. sometime i myself wonder y i fall for miss crappy head over heels.. and doing excessive stuff for a girl.. is that love? or am i just spoiling her rotten? hmmzz poderzz... but at least i know she is enjoying it.. hahazz wat fool am i.. well during this time money is tite.. do not know y but my both hp and internet bill is giving me probems.. suddenly 70 suddenly 90++ like wah!! there goes 200.. haizz.. ya but saving up ba.. the price to pay.. hahahaazzz so got to scrimp and save esp my mom birthday and a wedding this coming week and another 1 coming soon.. brokezzzzzzzzz this is wat i call ppl's happiness on my expenese.. hahazzz ah.. yeah come to think of it.. last week having lots of insecurities.. wonder y.. this week talked to my girl.. feel so much better.. she made me go gaga all over her last nite.. haizzz wonder wat she ate last nite?? or is it the ice cream that is sweetening her lips.. hmmzzz think i blog till here la.. need to go sort out my $$ haizzz.. think GUARD DUTY HERE I COME!!! haizz.. thismonth going to get my beret too.. wonder when can buy? hmzmzz have to suck thumb.. save!!!