Sick

Today when to see doctor.. what damn sick... i change my webby add and layout as it was too gloomy.. Of late life is picking up and 2A licence aint so hard to get after all 2 more lessons to TP. i'm glad everything is over. Old friends are back and is bring me a new whole perspective of life. I see a great change this year 2009 and i am in transition of that change. I cant wait till i get my licences which is definite a pain in de ass.. but it is a phase i have to bite my lips and go through with it. but the progess is good been spending time with friends esp old friends.. and well my friend james gave me another view of woman and love and relationship.. though it sounds good but i dun think i wanna go to that extend but i dunno... i should just take things a step at a time.. too rush but exciting.. before i get going i owuld at least like to stablise my life.. and i realise i got to find a sideline... alot of ppl have been doing that... day jobs are not enough for a avg singaporean unless u are earning like 5k and that is take home.. everything is expensive, the demands of a singaporean is getting high as they grow older and when the life gets tougher.. u would just want to spend that money on yourself.. and i am just doing that.. been spending alot recently.. haha but it is for a good cause becos been a long time since i love myself. the feeling is good i feel so relieve of the finacial burdens i had to face and well only for someone that dont appreciate it and i learn my lesson a painful one.

went to places to eat good food and i think i am gaining weight slowly.. i lost 5 kg from the ordeal.. i dun believe it!!! haha.. anyway i so wish for me to get better now as i wanna go out and have fun this is the last week of no school week next week school will start.. my school admin effiencey is very low.. next week start school but no news of exams results and modules registered... haizzzz... why do i feel the who shitty school thing is going to happen again i really wish for me to have more free time to train and pick up the broken pieces of my life. i guess i will end it here and i will rechange my add to a nice add name.. hahazzz hope u my friends will not blame me.. thank you... all the way he leads me....